Hi, Im alice, im just a halfway normal 16 year old girl with a horrible life. My mom is a drug addict, and my dad left us when i was just born, why? Because i was a girl. I probably would of been gone by now if it weren't for one direction. Im not obsessed, im just really dedicated. Their the only thing i really love in this world.....and if Zayn picked me as his mate, i would never be more happy. But why would he pick me as his mate when he's probably watched many other girls, right? Read this story and go along with alice on this heart felt journey about friendship, loss, and hope...will she get picked as a mate? Find out in here :) Rated PG 13 some chapters may have sexual content. I warned you!!