Ashton has always loved his brothers. When he was younger he use to self harm which he has always been public about. When Luke, Calm, and Michael are in the back of the tour bus talking bad about Ashton and he hears them he starts writing in his journal starting off as Dear Brothers in letter format. About how he feels everyday. He starts cutting but no one notices. These are the Journal Entry's he wrote. This story will not have him doing it because it's just journal entries. It will just say how he feels when he did it.

"hi daddy, mommy says its been one year since you went away to a place called heaven" Copyright © all rights reserved 2014 @FingerMeCal (Edited in 2019)

Luke could have cursed himself. Sure, security was annoying sometimes, but he had never ditched them before. And the one time he did... Well, it didn't turn out well. In fact, all it did was get him and Calum kidnapped by two crazy men looking for money. It was Luke's fault, too, and that didn't feel good. Who knew that a late night trip to McDonalds could have ended so badly?

[COMPLETED] ❝Yet− that's not why I killed myself.❞ -_-_- The one where Zayn killed himself and left a series of letters for Liam to read. Copyright © 2014-2015 || boytoys

Cutting poems and quotes. They just sound really pretty and they're here for anyone. I'm here for anyone that needs me too

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Zayn has always been different. Ever since he can remember, there have always been people. Yes, he lived with his mom, dad, and three sisters. And it have always been that way. But there is another type of people Zayn has never met, but he still sees. The weird part for Zayn is that no one else can see them. Sometimes not even he can recognize them.

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You think being in one of the most popular boy bands in the world would be fantastic right? But for Liam it's not, it doesn't make him happy anymore. WARNING: MAY BE TRIGGERING