"i am the girl they name hurricanes after because my brain was never wired to be calm." // this is a book of firsts. it's the words that have been stuck in my head since the first time i realized that the world is kind of messy, and things happen for reasons i can't quite understand. it's for the ones who broke my heart when i least expected it, and for the ones that didn't leave me in the dust when i swore i deserved it. it's for the time when i started questioning what i thought i knew about the universe. it's for the cautious explorations of the gray areas of right and wrong. it's for that sleepless night that started it all when an entire spectrum of emotions was taking over my bloodstream and i felt like i couldn't rest until i wrote it all out. (credit to @nellaby for the cover!)

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

A collection of quotes and poems made by a writer who wishes to live in a bizarre kind of world. One who always puts her catastrophic thoughts in the form of black and white letters of the alphabet, hoping to inspire others. "I live in a peculiar world, she said. In a place where reality ends and fiction begins." - Michael Faudet What's hot #25 in poetry

Lebensmüde is a German word that has no English equivalent. The word literally means being tired of life and was used to describe the dramatic and soul-crushing emotional agony of young Romantic poets. Nowadays, the word is simply used for when someone is going to do something stupid and reckless. ***This book is dedicated to my greatest of online friends, my beloved sister, Farah. (@_city_of_angels_) I love you Farah Bearah, more than you know.***

It is not about the destination. It is about the journey. #26 in poetry (Apr 8th 2016) Photo belongs to its rightful owner.

it's 12 am and i'm wide awake --- just a short disclaimer from the author in 2021, please do note that this was written by a 15 year old.