T/W: Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts Daniel James Howell hasn't smiled since his mother died of breast cancer. Since his father became a drunk recluse who interacts with no one and cries himself to sleep. Since his girlfriend broke it off, saying that being with him was "too much for her to handle." Since he became broken beyond repair. ~ Philip Michael Lester is the new boy at White Mountain High School, and the boy that was assigned to hang out with Dan by Dan's therapist. Dan doesn't think that Phil can fix someone as broken as him, until he discovers what a bubbly personality and ocean blue eyes can to to fix him... And possibly allure him.

Dan Howell moves to a small town where nothing happens and has to keep a big secret. He's known as the token bad boy by the first day What happens when a curious Phil Lester figures out his secret?

They say that the moment you find the love of your life, you're love-struck. They say you can't speak because your mouth is too dry and your heart is beating too fast and forming a coherent thought, let alone sentence, is an impossible task. (Few people also say something about 'sparks' or getting lost in the stranger's eyes) I found this to be untrue on the day that I ran into Phil Lester. - Dan's life USED to be normal. Just like any other nineteen year old in London, he lived on his own in a cheap flat, ordered food from every take-out place, and played video games all day when he wasn't working. But when he runs into Phil Lester, who becomes his best friend and more, things change.

**Warning: Suicidal content** Dan feels alone Phil helps Dan is broken Phil is happy Dan is pretending Phil notices Dan tries Phil helps Dan is too broken Phil brings in sunshine But the voices in Dan's head are too strong

shattered. ((Highest Ranking: #85 in Fanfiction)) sleepyplisetsky||2015

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

The polaroid photo - people say if you shake it, it will develop faster, but in truth it just ruins it. Phil is a working class, geeky, lonely boy toddling through life with his camera. When his family falls on hard times, he is forced out of his bubble and into the real world. Playlist: http://open.spotify.com/user/geemariedavis/playlist/5rY1pXAQSfsPyGUdTn5bpc

Dan Howell and Phil Lester hate each other. Phil always teases Dan and Dan always yells at Phil. Can Tumblr change that?

Dan is sick and Phil is suffering - so what the hell are they supposed to do now?