[COMPLETED] who knew a blue dot could save someone?

[COMPLETED] SEQUEL TO BLUE DOTS • PHAN

"he looked up, and fell in love all over again with the idea of a happy ending." [in which dan howell misses phil lester, and he just wants him back] + lowercase intentional inspired by "all of the stars" by ed sheeran trigger warnings: character death, self harm, suicide

shattered. ((Highest Ranking: #85 in Fanfiction)) sleepyplisetsky||2015

I never wanted to lose you, and I guess with these memories held close, I never really did. Completed

*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell, a shy boy with flowers in his hair and nail polish on his fingers. Friendless and full of anxiety, he remains alone, until said serial killer with tattoos and piercings sits right next to him in the same support group. Phil finds himself falling for Dan when his mission is to kill him, and he wants to get close, even if that means spilling the unwanted truth- and a bit of blood. (punk!phil meets pastel!dan) [rated R for language and violence/gore]

Daniel Howell. The Nineteen year old who can't keep control of his life with the constant partying and drug use. Dan loves trouble and attention, he has secrets though, ones that no one knows about. He cuts, he hates everything about himself and no matter how hard he tries, he can't stop, even he knows his life is going to end badly if he doesn't change. Everyone he knows says he's out of control and can't be saved. That is until he meets a seemingly innocent and harmless boy named Phil Lester. With feeling arising, will Phil be able to help Dan and make him change for the better or will one mistake ruin it all? {this is a collaboration with Styleswiles; we will be alternating chapters} Obtains: Self-harm, achohol, drugs, attempted suicide, partying, fluff, boyxboy, language, and reckless behavior throughout. [If you this may trigger you to do something harmful please don't read]

Dan and Phil have been best friends for 5 years now, avoiding Phanfictions and ignoring questions on their relationship. Truth is, it was just to painful for either of them to face. After them 5 years of sitting around and waiting, is one of them finally going to admit their love or will it be a secret for now and forever? Warning- BoyxBoy and some inappropriate language

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)