Josh wanted Tyler. Tyler wanted death. °_°_°_° Tw: self harm, attempted death, depressive behavior, suicidal thoughts, etc. •••{CAUTION: A SAD STORY}••• {highest ranking: #382 in fanfiction}

josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard. "well if he's dead, then i should be too." TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts and actions toward the end. if you are triggered easily, this fic isn't for you. also each chapter will be about one paragraph, maybe more maybe less. (lowercase intended)

THE AUTHOR OF THIS FIC IS @takenbyphun ON TWITTER // NOT MY FIC A teenager with Asperger's Syndrome who loves poetry meets a person his age and he seems fascinated by what shade of red their hair is.

he was.. something. something special. - discontinued

Life is better when you have something to live for. °_°_°_° Tw: suicidal mentions, depressive behavior, etc. { best ranking: #8 }

the one where tyler and josh don't see things the same way. literally.

"tyler?" his parents are staring at him. they look worried. "sorry," he mumbles, and he means it. he sits back down. "thought i saw someone." WARNING: i wrote this a few years ago. it's a little graphic and a lot predictable. not my best work but i'm keeping it up because people seem to like it for some reason

Josh Dun is fucked up. Tyler Joseph is fucked up. And so, they meet in a mental hospital. ___ I don't own any of this, for original go to http://archiveofourown.org/works/6294919/chapters/14425585

It can't be real, nothing can. All the pain, it cannot be right. Alone in his apartment, Tyler sits with just a notepad, pens, pencils and his own thoughts. The only time he leaves is work. But he's barely able to function anymore, the constant feeling of being watched becoming too much to handle and plans on ending it all. But that's okay right? he'll just wake up if he dies. but maybe, the man with brightly coloured hair that lives across from him can change his mind, maybe this 'dreamland' isn't so bad after all... Or maybe he still needs to wake up. // "It's okay, I want this." "But I don't! I just want you to be safe!" // Warnings - suicide (attempt) etc Suicidal!tyler Saviour!josh // Au Very short parts/chapters.

It's hard to explain. Sometimes it's multiples of three. If you touch with one hand you have to touch with the other. Don't step on the cracks in the pavement. Fit things together like your life is Tetris. Measure the inches around your stomach and document them. Right foot first. Easy. Simple. Difficult. Horrible. Nightmare. Tyler doesn't know how to cope with this other than to follow his compulsions, but at least he has Josh. // "Morning Tyler, you hungry?" "No,no,no." // Warnings - self-hatred, self-harm, implied EDNOS etc. OCD!tyler Understanding!josh // This is basically just me forcing my everyday struggles onto almost-fictional characters so sorry if you think it's inaccurate. // Au