numb

"he's colder than ice but god, he lights up a fire in my chest." a collection of sad words about numb skin and cold hearts

Numb

This is no way to live. This is no way to survive. You either get out of this now Or die trying to balance on the ice.

Finger Paint | Phan

{P h a n : C o m p l e t e d} "Help Me" trigger warning : suicide, self-harm

Someone special

A girl who knows she is special always looks out for her sister but what happens when she finds someone who is in love with her sister . Will she let her sister go or will she try to keep her to her self . And will she finally find her own true match .

Isolation. Phan

Dan and Phil are in love. Dan with Phil but Phil with someone they met in America- Noah. Noah isn't who he appears to be. This is their story. A story of blackmail, depression and love. TW: Abuse (both emotional and physical), minor self harm and depression. IF I FIND MORE I WILL ADD THEM IN HERE. Please read with ca...

hook-ups

how far can you take a hook up? copyright © 2016

Homophobic-Phan

"Mommy,what is gay? "It's when a man likes another man in the way mommies and daddies do.But it's a bad thing,it's a mental illness" And that was the moment when i realized i was mentally ill

If only I could love you

Prompt: “With Schools AUs it’s always Badboy!Phil with Nerd!Dan or Badboy!Dan with Nerd!Phil. That about a fic where both are bad, and meet behind the bike shed for a smoke, or both are nerds, and meet in the library.” (I went with both are bad) Summary: Dan Howell is one of the most popular kids in school, with a bad...

Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)

Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

Phanfiction - Wonderboy

Dan is the popular kid at his school. He can have any girl he wants. But then Phil started in his class and everything changed. Now he doesn't want any girl. He wants Phil. But it's tough hiding that you're in love. And it's tough when jealousy takes over. Will they make it?

Demonic // phan

Phil is an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Nothing very special about him, he's just normal. But it all changes when, on the weirdest day of his life, he meets the very quiet and recluse, Dan Howell. He's different. Phil doesn't usually do different, but something about Dan makes him want to try it. But when he's...

The Pianist and the Artist ~Phan~

Dan the pianist and Phil the artist are neighbor who meet and quickly become friends. Together they figure out their careers and lots of fluffy, cute phan.

Picture This

Ian Macpherson and Charlotte (or Charlie, as Ian calls her) Henry had been the best of friends since either could remember. But when Charlotte's mother dies of cancer when she was thirteen, Charlotte goes into a depression that even Ian can't help her out of and pushed them farther and farther apart. Charlotte's dep...

You and I (Phanfic)

My name is Phil and I am 16. I have just started sixth form. Apart from my new friend PJ, I'm completely alone. However, there is this really annoying guy - he keeps entering my life and I keep falling into the trap of his deep brown eyes.

Truth or dare 2 (Sequel)

{DISCONTINUE} Sequel to my first phanfiction truth or dare

The Bully

Phil Lester is the resident bully who likes to use Dan Howell as his punching bag. When they get paired together for a school project, will Dan end up changing Phil for the better?

Forever//Phan

Pastel!DanXPunk!Phil •*•*• "W-what about Forever?" "Forever? Come on, that was something we said when we were kids!" "Yeah... yeah I guess." "Guess Forever isn't as long, huh?" "Y-yeah..."

Can We Save Phan? (A Phanfiction) (A sequel to What If Phan Is Real)

After Dan and Phil's bad breakup Dan is left alone with nothing but the engagement ring. They are separated for 5 months, Dan is now living with Alex Day and Phil is living on his own. They have no contact with each other. What will happen when they bump into each other at the train station, will it be phan all over a...

Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)

Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

Hi, my name is [Dan] - COMPLETED

Dan is just like any other boy... except he was born in a girls body. When he reveals to his best friend how he feels she leaves him and he soon gains the unwanted attention of Phil Lester - a person who won't let Dan forget what body he was born into. Finished: 10•05•17

The Popular Kid And The Emo Boy ; Frerard /on hold/

Frank Iero is always bullied and is in love with Gerard Way the most popular kid in school and he never even noticed Frank.. Well, that's until Frank became Gerard's partner in art class. / this fanfiction is on hold until further notice / ~credit to @-PhilLester- for making the cover~ {this is my first fanfiction ple...

1996 (MOVED)

story is now on --friday

paper thin (phan)

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

She's With Me (Book 1, the With Me series)

She's With Me is now published as a Wattpad Book! As a Wattpad reader, you can access both the Original Edition and Books Edition upon purchase. Amelia Collins is in witness protection, starting at a new school in a small town. But when she becomes involved with the most infamous guy at school, she's reminded that she...

Blossoming From Zero (boyxboy)

Harvey is a quiet, shy, and extremely talented sixteen year old boy. He never really enjoyed speaking much, he usually lost himself in thought. At his school he's either bullied or completely ignored by the students, the teachers don't help him at all either. Its as if everything is working against him. Though he bega...

Randomness

This book is a place where I vent my emotions through bad poetry and tell you random stuff that happens in my life. Prepare for awkward moments, amazing experiences, dank memes and well... RANDOMNESS! (I'm warning you now, some of the poems may deal with topics relating to depression. Please stay safe and don't read t...

Society Sucks

Just Some Poems Warning this story contains mentions of self harm, and suicide

Headphones // Phil X Reader

OLD / COMPLETED You have been moved into a brand new flat in London. It just so happens that you now live opposite Dan and Phil. You start to develop feelings for Phil. But does he love you back? Will you ever tell him? Or just keep ignoring your heart like you're listening to headphones?

The Good Girl's Bad Boys [Book One of TGGBB Series] (Completed, Editing)

If you're judging this book by its cover and title, you're already proving the point this story wants to make. Try to move past this satirical obstacle in front of you. This is a story about bullying, and like the hundreds of other books on the topic, it will show you the harsh reality of being discriminated, belittle...

Give Me Love (A Phan fiction)

Dan admitts his love for Phil and Phil loves Dan back. But what will they do when one cold misty morning in London they start to get strange knocks at the door?