Lebensmüde is a German word that has no English equivalent. The word literally means being tired of life and was used to describe the dramatic and soul-crushing emotional agony of young Romantic poets. Nowadays, the word is simply used for when someone is going to do something stupid and reckless. ***This book is dedicated to my greatest of online friends, my beloved sister, Farah. (@_city_of_angels_) I love you Farah Bearah, more than you know.***

"Throughout all my fourteen years living on this earth the thing I wanted the most was to end it all. " - Unknown

I wish I could drift off like everyone else instead of being awake at the dead of night. Oh no, the silence doesn't haunt me, it's the meaningless echoes that form in my mind. I wish I didn't feel so insignificant seeing as I'm not fully alone. I do have the voices. But to be frank, no matter what I wish, I'll still be stuck in this god forsaken cycle with darkness as my companion.

In which a girl can't go a day without an anxiety attack and a boy can't go a day without noticing

Aria has always laid low in school with her tight-knit group of friends. When she meets Nash at a party, he's rude, he's blunt, and he's got more baggage than he can carry. Aria immediately dislikes him. But the line between hate and love is very thin, and a continuous game of Never Have I Ever may change everything.

Bryn Ross knows what it's like to be broken down. She's been broken down so many times by so many people. She's almost ready to give up, to say that she's had enough. That's when the last straw comes: Connor, her boyfriend of two years, is caught cheating on her with her best friend. Jason, the only person she can trust, wants to help her pick up the pieces. What she doesn't know is that he's broken, too. They put their cracked glass hearts into each other's hands, trusting them to keep it safe. It's such a shame that glass can break so easily. Copyright 2015 by GWritesNovels. No part of this work may be reproduced without prior written consent by the copyright owner.

if i were to ever die read these violent thoughts and wonder why. highest in poetry: #172 (25/09/16)

Josh Parker just wants to be normal. All he wants are parents who actually care about him, people who love him, friends, a girlfriend, and an okay home life. He just wants to be like all of the other kids in his high school. But things don't ever work out that way. Instead, his father is an abusive, unemployed alcoholic and his mother works at Wal-Mart for a living. They have next to nothing in terms of money, and he's bullied for it all the time. But when a relative dies, it gets worse because they have to move. And the cycle starts over. Josh's only escape from his awful reality is a world that he's created in his mind, a world where he has everything he's been wishing for. A world that he knows doesn't exist, that never will, but still gets sucked into sometimes. He doesn't even realize it until he's there most of the time. Then, with a twist of luck, he meets someone real: the school's bad girl, Bree LaRue. They're forced together for chemistry class and then begin to talk. She shows him that real life isn't that bad, that he's just spending it with the wrong people. As he spends more time with Bree, his dream world seems to get a little lighter. But then it begins an out of control spiral into darkness. When everything he's wanted is suddenly ripped away and turned against him, what will he do? Where will he go? Copyright 2015 by GWritesNovels. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be replicated without prior permission from the copyright owner.

Sad poems, lyrics and writings. For the lonely and tired.

kurt clay is afraid to live life freely. he has severe anxiety around people, isolating himself in a cabin in the middle of the woods, miles away from civilization. the only thing he can do to keep himself from panicking is to write. lana evers is afraid to die and always lives life on the edge. but she has one secret: she's not who she says she is. then their lives collide. the writer and the daredevil. these are kurt's letters to lana, at least one a day, as they uncover their aliases in life and discover who they truly are. {lowercase intentional} {beautiful cover by the lovely @hddlstn Copyright 2015 by GWritesNovels. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced by any form or by any means without prior permission from the copyright owner.