I tried to soak it all in, to remember every detail in this moment; his soft lips, his warm embrace, his bed head hair, the smell of his axe cologne, his cozy navy sweatshirt I always like to steal; for this will be the last time I see all of this -him- for three months. --- Carrie and Kian continue their journey together as trying to make being best friends and being a couple work. As O2L's success skyrockets, the boys decide to go on tour. This means that Carrie and Kian will be apart for three whole months, with only Skype and texts to keep them together. Not only will separation be an obstacle, but an unexpected visit from a certain devious character that will put a wrench in things. As Carrie and Kian struggle to keep their relationship in one piece, it seems impossible that they will last. Read to find out what happens! :) *THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO BETTER LEFT UNSAID- A KIAN LAWLEY FANFICTION*

Carrie Evans is an 18 year old girl living in L.A., currently jobless, boyfriendless, and lives by herself. Sometimes life can suck, but she has her best friend to keep her life interesting; Kian Lawley. She moved from New York with her Mom and Dad to California when she was 5. They've been best friends ever since they met, they are always there for each other, they tell each other everything; or almost everything. Kian has no idea what Carrie is keeping from him. This one secret will change everything.

{DISCONTINUED FOR NOW. Thank you for your patience. All the love. xx} Kian Lawley. The high school heartthrob. He's the most popular guy in school. His family is one of the richest family's around. He get everything he wants. Whatever he asks for, he gets. He always gets his ways. Girls drool over him. But he doesn't do the relationship thing. He only uses them, then leaves them. He bully's all the losers in the school. All the nerds. The unpopular's. He's got the looks. The money. The popularity. He has it all. He may look like an angle, but on the inside, he's a devil. Unlike Andrea. She's one of the nerds at high school. She's the one that has family problems. She gets bullied everyday. She always helping people through her pain. She would never hurt anyone. Instead, she hurts herself. She wishes everyday that she'll have a better life. But she knows that won't happen.

it's in that moment you realize that all you hoped and prayed for might never come to be. depression sets in and you wonder if you were delusional, what did you do wrong, were you the one that caused her all that pain? --- accomplishments: •#1 in kianlawley •#179 in O2L ---

i think i hit the point in my life, where i'm just done. i cried, i fought, i tried, but everything is crashing down. my demons are screaming louder, trying to eat away the rest of me and this time, i'm not going to fight back. --- accomplishments: #4 in fan fiction #1 in kian lawley #3 in trevor moran #7 in ricky dillon #4 in sam pottorff #1 in jenn mcallister --- finished in 2014 still editing

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