I took a shot and crashed and burned. Dedicated to you. Some of the lines here are song quotations, which I felt suited my situation, so all credit to them. I structured the poem in this format for dramatic emphasis.  That's why I experimented with enjambment and caesura. This is the first poem I've written. Hmm...I still have to get to grips with getting the right dimensions with the covers. Jam Lint at your service....lol.