Their relationship had been filled with its share of flippant and careless touches from the beginning, but Matty's hand on his back in the middle of the night meant something to him. It was intentional. It always had been. A reassurance in the dark that wordlessly communicated 'I am beside you'. //// A history of George and Matty told in brief vignettes, from alternating perspectives, over the course of 10 years. 13 parts.

Snow through the summer leads to glaciers on your balcony. A very gay adventure between a stoner and a loner. WARNING: Please be aware that there may be sensitive topics including but not limited to sexual content, mental illness, intense language, drug use, etc. DISCLAIMER: I IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM SUPPORT DRUG USE OR THE ROMANTICIZED USE OF MENTAL ILLNESS. DRUG USE AND MENTAL ILLNESS ARE SERIOUS TOPICS AND SHOULD NOT BE ROMANTICIZED FOR THE SAKE OF LITERATURE. IF YOU ARE EXPERIENCING ISSUES MENTALLY PLEASE SEEK HELP OR TALK TO SOMEONE YOU TRUST. NEVER EVER ALLOW SOMEONE TO PUT YOU DOWN OR TELL YOU THAT YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS ISN'T REAL. NEVER ALLOW SOMEONE TO STIGMATIZE OR ROMANTICIZE YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS.

He was a wide eyed, halfway living boy, who looked pretty in the winter light, but was just another dandelion in the spring. And then he fell in love. He always did. [ 80s AU / matty works in a bookstore and he's a cute lil sweater nerd / george is this outrageous infamous punk boy who thinks he doesn't have feelings / he does / matty gives him a fucking run for his money ] [ COMPLETED ]

Fan fiction // Matty Healy The 1975 // Book 1 // "We're not a love story, darling, we're a cautionary tale." Cover by @21duns

#7 in Matty Healy and The 1975. about a cynical boy who makes inappropriate comments at the worst of times, and a girl who wishes he kept his mouth shut but doesn't mind when he wraps his arm around her shoulders each morning. © alienharrry 2016

He was hurt. He was unloved. He was breaking. He was shunned. Lastly, Matty was damaged. Until George found him. [Inspired by the 2004 song, "Damaged" by American girl group, TLC]

This isn't love. This is just sex. This is just attention. Matty tells himself that's just what he needs. Just moments in which he can forget, in which the world blurs out and he doesn't have to focus on everything so very wrong with both his mind and his body. It's like getting drunk without the hangover, in his mind it's the perfect solution to the boy who could never love him back. He's just not quite sure whether that boy is just George, or himself too. No kind of high, physical or emotional, could possibly take all his problems away, but he's content enough with those moments, even if he always loses much more of himself than just the worst kind of thoughts. [Genderfluid Matty] [Warnings for mentions/refrences to drug abuse, manipulative relationships, dysphoria, drunk sex, dubious consent, and very bad self care] [Those things don't relate to matty and george's relationship btw] [Cover art drawn by me]

i'm so in love w george and matty honestly there's a lot of gay in this