Dan, a seventeen year old, is depressed and lonely. He doesn't see the point anymore. He writes a meaningless poem and shoves it in the corner of the library, forgetting all about it. Phil, a twenty one year old, finds the poem. the two write back and forth, until they decide to meet. Will friendship bloom from this? Maybe more? //not complete

in which dan uses song lyrics to describe his otherwise inexpressible emotions tw // mentions of depression, anxiety, death, abuse

I saw a boy today. His names called Phil. I wanted to become friends with him. So I did. Enjoy <3

Dan, a librarian, can't seem to stop staring at Phil - the cute bookworm reading every day at his library. When he tries to talk to him, and becomes closer with him, he learns all his dark secrets about being beaten and harassed by a gang of bullies. What happens when Dan intervenes, and tries to save Phil from a life of fear and solitude? Rated: T+ (swearing and derogatory language/graphic situations/physical and verbal abuse/mentions of suicide)

Phil falls for a new kid in his class. highschool au! an: this is very bad! i was a child when i made this also if you're my irl please don't make fun of me !!! i know it sucks!!!!

"Come on Phil.. you can fight it." "Please.. Lion, I'm so broken without you here." "Lions don't give up, please don't give up on me."

It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea what possessed me to write this. I am so sorry.

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

It all started when two boys were admitted to a mental ward. What is 'It' you may ask. It is their beautiful tragic love story. The blue eyed boy with insomnia, a painful past, and troubled mind. The brown eyed boy with voices in his head and harmful tendencies. (TRIGGER WARNING! May be difficult to read. Mentions of self harm and abuse.) ***I (sadly) do NOT own Dan Howell or Phil Lester or anyone/anything in this book. ***Based off my imagination ***NOT REAL EVENTS

* TRIGGER WARNING * Perfect Phil, perfect life. That is until he meets the coffee shop boy. He took him to the lake to escape the world. The lake is their special place. Phil feels free when he's laying with his back against the grass. But will he be free forever?