"We can do the lessons, and if one of us falls in love, we'll stop seeing each other and the lessons as well." "Okay, deal."

"let's just destroy ourselves until we forget" Ashton, Michael, Luke, and Calum want to forget the horrible suicide of best friend, Finley Paige, and get on with life. But when a brown cardboard box containing several tapes turn up on their doorsteps the boys are forced to remember Finley once more. Their are five tapes for the boys, and eight for the rest of the world, and each one tells them what which one did to make Finley kill herself, and the fifth to tie it all together. Each tapes draws closer to the finale, and each boy's deep secrets will be uncovered. The boys want to forget, and will end up destroying them selves trying. ((DISCLAIMER; I DO NOT CONDONE SUICIDE NOR DO I CONDONE SELF-HARM, THIS FAN FICTION IS BASED OFF OF 'THIRTEEN REASONS WHY'.))