FOREVER ..... Really? How could the word "FOREVER" means FOREVER when it's not really a such thing as FOREVER. My life... What is life? . How crazy can I live such a life with out the one who means EVERYTHING to me? How could I go on? Will I give up? How could the loves ones I need so deep turn against me and leave me in the cold? How could I live with this hurt? How could I go on with this pain? I NO LONGER have a FATHER anymore so I now have a TESTIMONY ! Here's my story ....