Sequel to Discovering Love! Dan is only just now aware of the fact that he loves Phil Lester, but at the wrong moment, because Phil hates him. He makes that very clear, in the way he successfully ignores Dan. But Dan is desperate, because the longer he and Phil are separated, the more his heart is breaking, and pretty soon he won't be able to deal with it. Does he have what it takes to make Phil love him again? Or will he always be hated by the boy with the blue eyes.

Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy. His bubbly personality and hopeless romantic ways draw Dan in.....and might just change his mind in the thoughts of love.

he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

Dan is tired. So, so tired. Mentions of suicide and self harm . all cover pictures are my own

this is genuinely the worst thing i have ever written. if you want to read the remake im doing with be more chill instead of phan go to my ao3 it's shemeanswell :) in the meantime if you want to read this Wretched Thing knock yourself out!!! literally knock yourself out before you make the mistake of reading this please. also sequel is not on hold sequel is Dead and will never come Thank you bye swiggity swot, dan thinks phil is hot. phan summer camp AU. no triggers that I know of. if you are triggered by any of this please message me and I'll add a warning. you will also get free.. socks... {SEQUEL ON HOLD}

"Those flowers are really pretty" "Thank you! Um do you want them?" "I mean if-" "Here. Please take them" ✿✿✿ Dan owns a flower shop. He's a local florist in London, spending his days arranging flowers for various events and occasions. Phil is a stranger. After seeing Dan on the street walking with an unbelievably beautiful bouquet, he couldn't help but compliment it. You know what they say: love can bloom in unexpected places. ✿✿✿ Disclaimer: there is no drama in this fanfic. It's literally just fluff and one chapter of low key angst. ☆ cover art credit to hsiao ron cheng

In real life, Dan and Phil hate each other. They work together at a small bookstore and pretty much don't know anything each other. But, with the information they have, they don't seem to get along with the other person. On Wattpad, Dan loves Phil's fanfictions. They are so well written and thought out, he's practically in love with them. Phil, on the other hand, has noticed Dan's comments multiple times on his stories and starts to like this dedicated reader. They don't know who's who in real life though. Will they figure out who the other person is? Or stay oblivious to the fact that the other person is so close to them? ☆ cover art credit to hsiao ron cheng

Dan Howell and Phil Lester have said over and over that "Phan" is not real, and they have never been in a relationship together. They swear it; not even once. But behind the YouTube videos, BBC 1 radio shows and YouNows, what do Dan and Phil do in their private time? Are the fan-theories closer to the truth than Dan and Phil would like to even admit? With so much information about their lives available on the Internet, can they be allowed to keep one little secret? WARNING: CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, SEXUAL SITUATIONS, THEMES OF SUICIDE & SELF HARM. IT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR YOUNGER READERS. Note: Not all images used in this story are made by me, and credit goes to those who made them.