The (ip) diaries are the real typed out pages of my personal journal while in impatient for mental health. I'm not going to sugar coat it there really depressing but it's the unfiltered thoughts and experiences of someone in a crisis unit for suicide. Names have been changed for everyones privetcy. I will leave this open in case of future commitments. Please realize this maybe triggering It may contain: Suicidal thoughts Self harm thoughts Talk of ptsd Eating disorder thoughts and actions And straight up misary and winnyness.

Emelia Garelli has developed an eating disorder at the age of thirteen. She is unaware of her sickness and keeps it well hidden for almost two years until she becomes very ill at school. This is her heart wrenching battle of anorexia and mental illness in her own words, and her own thoughts.

Poetry is my way of expressing how I feel. Some of these poems are years old so I guess the date of which they were written. Thanks for reading!

I will be writing entries I stumble across day by day from old journals or notes on my phone. I've battled mental illness for many years. Here are my thoughts, uncensored. Since my goal has always been to post positive content on social media, I will start giving advice to myself at the bottom of all my negative chapters. It's hard to do some days, but I find that it helps me a lot. I am able to think positive and logical, it just takes work especially on my bad days! As of right now, I have not done all of them. I probably won't ever do them on the same day that I write them.. It's not easy to do when I'm upset, but when I am I can go back on some of the positive things I'm writing. Hopefully it'll help! Thank you so much for reading. *possible trigger warning* (dates will be out of order)