Dan likes flowers. That's why he grows them on his thighs whenever he has forbidden thoughts about other men. When Phil comes into his life, Dan's small garden grows into a field. Prompt: Christian!Dan punish himself by cutting a flower on his leg every time he has a gay thought. He has been able to keep it low-key up until this point, but when KindaSatanic!Phil shows up, Dan grows a hole garden on his leg. Will Phil be able to save Dan before it is to late? TW: Self-harm

"What if I was gay?" "I'd fuck you." //Phan I was 13 when I wrote this please feel free to read anything else I wrote down the line, babes.

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love story. Because unexpected things always happen, when you try to keep someone at arms length. Rating/Warnings: Mature Readers (READ AT OWN RISK). This story may contain topics of depression, cutting, anxiety, panic attacks, assault, gay slurs, and minor sexual content. If any of the listed content triggers you, please do not read. Please do not copy and post my story anywhere else or create an "adaptation" of my work. Thank you. Copyright © 2013. strawb3rryvib3s All Rights Reserved.

"hey i'm phil and whoever didn't show up, is a dick," ; copyright © 2016

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

dan is the best man at phil's wedding ; copyright © 2016

Dan used to be a submissive and now he's just a broken shell of a man. Warnings: past non-con and abuse || Cover made by phil-no-ouendan

Part 1 of the infamous series. Feelings appear. Sparks fly. Love rises. Problems occur. Please note: This story is now very old (7 years old in 2020) and I'd like to think my writing has improved since then! There are a bunch of cringey parts and bad writing in here, but enjoy and thanks for reading! :)

☆MOONCHILD☆: I need help. Everything is fucked up right now. I can't do this anymore |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ☆MOONCHILD☆: I want to die. |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ◇Plantboy◇: Hey, how r u? ☆MOONCHILD☆: I am dead inside. I am sad. I am depressed. I am angry. I am anxious. |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ☆MOONCHILD☆: Fine thx wbu? |MESSAGE DELIVERED| ------ There might be some triggering stuff like depression, anxiety, selfharm so please stay safe and don't read this if you get triggered easily! It's my first english story so please don't be too harsh ----this story is completely unedited and cringy but I don't want to delete it so..I hope you enjoy my cringeyy old ff and A/Ns-----

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?