Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]

These are a few quotes and poems I thought people might enjoy.

My quote book. Most quotes in this book do not belong to me.

Suicide,depression, self-harm, etc [Maybe Triggering} *I DON'T OWN OF THESE QUOTES UNLESS I SAY SO*

TRIGGER WARNING FOR MULTIPLE THINGS 16 year old Shay has a tough life. She reaches out to a good looking teacher and things get weird. As she gets more stressed, she has a second personality that comes out. Her name is Akira. She is the bad side of shay and shes burning to come out. Akira has a goal, and won't give up until her goal is reached.

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My own little way of trying to help teens or adults who struggle with the disease of suicide. Offering a little encouragement might make life a little better. Read whether you're suicidal, knows someone who is considering suicide or just a curious reader. You might surprised.

""If I can't have you, no one will." I watched in horror as she brought the knife down. I couldn't help thinking that this was the end. I would have nothing after this. My beautiful baby, left alone. And Jake... Oh my Jake..." Crystal is 16. She lives on her own since she was taken from her family at 5. Being a pole dancer (a really good pole dancer), she makes good money and has a big place. She has a beautiful girlfriend and gave up on her family a long time ago. Then, she's accused of doing something and her relationship ends. She feels lost and needs distraction. Through this, she angers her ex. And her ex will stop at nothing to have her back. The following is a story of love, loss, fear, pain, surprise, confusion, and family. -Sequel out, named The Slut Returns-