i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

"New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****

[COMPLETED] LIVE - AmazingPhil: "come watch me :)"

Dan and Phil both have problems, they need help and seem to find each other just in time, but will they be able to overcome them together before it's too late? IPLEASE rate, comment etc if you like as it would literally mean the world to me! *NOTE! Contains: Phan, Kickthestickz, self harm, eating disorders including anorexia and bulimia, depression and possible suicidal thoughts etc* May be TRIGGERING! Also, none of this really happened/is happening to the-nor do I wish it to in any way + I obviously don't not own Dan, Phil, Chris and/or PJ (although they do own my heart) ENJOY (: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE OVERWHELMING RESPONSE - I LOVE YOU ALL MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER KNOW <33333333

[sequel to city lights] under the starry skies, drama fills the air. murders, detectives and maybe a little christmas spirit, but the worst thing... dan howell doesn't know if he should stay in london or go back to new york city.

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Dan and Phil finally decide that it's time for them to stop making YouTube videos.

"Do you know those cartoons where people have a little devil and a little angel on their shoulder?" "Yeah?" "That's exactly what I have." ~ trigger warning(s): mentions of; pills, panic attacks, good/bad personas <3