{book 1} ✓ - ❝ Once upon a time… Wait, are you shitting me? This story doesn’t start like this. On the contrary! This story is about a girl who thought had enough of men but, of course, her words backfired on her face. Yeah, this girl is me. An average girl… Okay, not so average, more insane, I would say. Whatever. This is my story and if you want to know what happened, keep reading, because it all started with an eating contest. ❞

We always thought nothing could tear them apart. That no matter what happened, they would always be together. That their friendship was unbreakable. The boys thought the same. But when Niall disappears, everything changes. It’s a story of friendship, tears, adventures, confusion and pain.

Cutting. That's all Mackenzie can think about. Suicide. She's tried. Her parents get annoyed with her relapses and sends her to her aunt in London. Who happens to be the mother of teen heart-throb Liam Payne. Mackenzie soon meets Niall Horan. Niall instantly feels connected to Mackenzie and is determined to always be there for her. But one faulty move by Niall sends Mackenzie into a world wind of trouble leading to two suicide attempts. She thought she was happy but was she just tricking herself all along? Can Niall be the one who will finally break Mackenzie of this horrible thing.