I try so hard to forget her, but I can't. I can't forget, Brooke. Change is good, right? People change all the time. So why is it so goddamn bad that I have?

COMPLETED | "Make me feel like I am breathing, feel like I am human."

{bonus book} - Dear Diary, This is the first and last time I start this… uh… entries? Whatever. It’s the first and last time I start one of these like this. How cheesy and overused, but I couldn’t think of anything else. To be honest, I’ve started this to keep track of a new –let’s call it project– I got interested in. So this will be my journal. That’s better, saying diary sounds too childish for me.

They tell you to chase your dreams, but they don't realize that nightmares are dreams too... There was a boy who had never fit in and a girl who was dying to stand out. While their paths crossed every day, they would never realize how much they needed each other until their dreams pulled them apart. Ashton Irwin is slowly learning what fame will mean to him and his best mates, but the humble boy just can't bring himself to realize the suddenness of their success when the girl he's been crushing on forever finally comes into his life and what if she leaves just as quickly as the nightmare that you get used to clouding up your mind at night...

{book 1} ✓ - ❝ Once upon a time… Wait, are you shitting me? This story doesn’t start like this. On the contrary! This story is about a girl who thought had enough of men but, of course, her words backfired on her face. Yeah, this girl is me. An average girl… Okay, not so average, more insane, I would say. Whatever. This is my story and if you want to know what happened, keep reading, because it all started with an eating contest. ❞

She, trapped in an abusive relationship. He, desperate to save her. She, blinded by a sick kind of love. He, dying to take her away from all the pain. She, who's got to believe she deserves that life. He, who only wants her to be happy.

Let's get the facts straight. I am no heroine and I will never bring pride to my family. I am what you could call a failure. My grades? Average. My social life? Average. Talents? Hmm... well, I think I have none. I'm not exceptional in any way and I know I'm a disappointment for my father. And in this day and age there's no way I could just take my father's place to save him from a horrible fate.  There is a huge weight on my shoulders but I can't carry it no matter how hard I try. I have no idea what I can do, I only know what I can't do. Yet I still would try anything to make my father proud, even just once. Oh right, I forgot to tell you whom I was name after. Yes, I was named after Mulan, that bright heroine who saved China and brought pride to her family. Talk about big expectations. But Mulan doesn't suit me, so it's just Ann. -:-:- BOOK #4 in the Aware Princess Series flower: Peony, it symbolises "Prosperity, honor (in China)."

What happens when you fall for your bestfriend? That's what Alfie Deyes did. He fell for the youtube video-making, ombre haired, makeup expert, funny, gorgeous Zoe Sugg. Also what Zoe Sugg did; falling for the comical, and not to mention adorable, Alfie Deyes. Everyone ships Zalfie, but will it finally come to life?

{bonus book} ✓ - Dearest Liam, From the moment I saw you, I knew you were going to be special. I just knew it. But you can’t always get what you want, or whom you want, can you? Some things are not meant to be. We never were, Liam. Never. Truly yours, Phoebe

One harmless song turned into something so much more. [This book deals with the reality of depression, it needs to be brought to our attention. The outcome once this this is finished is to show you the true beauty you withhold. Some parts may be graphic as you get farther into the book, just a warning. Stay strong, I just want to help you with what you may be experiencing.]