Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became colder. "I never want to be taken advantage of." "Who says everyone will?" The man retaliated. "I like my own tent. I don't want people to come inside and mess everything up." "But what if someone climbed into your tent and cleaned it up for you?" He asked again." xx

SEQUEL TO 'Magnets' 2 years after graduation, Dan and Phil are enjoying their new lives in London. But happiness is temporary in a world of pain and sadness.

Dan. Kind of there, kind of not. Mostly just sad and lonely. Phil. New at school. They say opposites attract, like magnets. Don't they? (I'm in the process of re-writing this so if you see variations in quality please bear with me) *TRIGGER WARNING* Depression, self harm, mentions of suicide.

"Are you a virgin?" "Sir, is that appropriate?" ____

Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

What happens when internet sensation, Dan Howell, is stabbed leaving his two friends and himself searching for a culprit? And how will he deal with his feelings when Addi meets up with an old high school 'friend'? Sequel to Danny Boy. (This story does have references to rape in it; it's not described, just implied, but just letting you know incase it's a trigger for anything. I'll put warnings at the beginnings of chapters and a summary at the end for you if it makes you uncomfortable)

What happens when, famous YouTuber, Dan Howell's flight gets canceled and he asks for help from a random girl? Is she an ax-murderer? Will she murder him in his sleep? Will she poison his food? <><><><> So yeah I started this at like 1 am to help me get to sleep and it turned into this. Huge thank you to @pencil_pirate for helping me edit this monstrosity and thank you SO SO SO MUCH to @gruntle for the BEAUTIFUL cover!!!! *completed* Yes in heavy editing so things will change sorry but parts suck and I hate how they are. :/

- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo

2/2 in 'Hide It' Zoella Series 4 years on since the birth of her two children, Zoe Sugg is still striving in her life and is perfectly fine. Or at least that's what they think. But behind closed doors, what does a demanding career , family problem and two very demanding children do to Zoe, truthfully?