"she was destructive in the most gentle sense. like a hurricane that simply caressed your face, yet left you completely ruined. so soft, so distracting that you didn't even feel the pain, that you didn't even notice that you were being torn apart." [breaking dawn pt2] [edward]

[Just so everyone that reads this book knows, I have made the decision to just leave this book to rest. I won't edit it ever probably and no future sequels are even on the horizon. Therefore, the book will feel incomplete at the end as the sequel would've filled the gap between the last chapter and the epilogue, as well as filling the New Moon gap with mainly original content as I would've had her not be in Forks during New Moon. But I want to focus on writing my own original books, so I will probably never revisit this book to edit it, or at least not anytime soon! Sorry for anyone who is disappointed so if you read, just don't fully judge it too harshly please.] ❝I am not my hair. I am not my skin. I am the soul that lives within.❞ [the twilight saga] [twilight] [complete] © 2016-2018 | freaksandmonsters plot credit | @vaIeskas cover credit | @lokidyinginside

Existing was my punishment for being nosy. Living in a world where I didn't have a beating heart, my skin was pale and ice cold, where I lusted after blood was a punishment I had to pay for. After all, not only once but twice, I had stuck my nose into the vampire world. Just a few months ago I was happy to be alive. Now, I'm a stone creature who wishes I were truly dead. Picture credit: Rondell Melling (can be found on Pixabay) Cover credit: me

❝Someday someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you've never seen, they'll look at you like you're everything they've been looking for their entire lives. Wait for it.❞ [the twilight saga: twilight] [book one in the cassadee swan series] [cover by @volbeats]

"You sure do look like someone I know. Are you sure we haven't met before?" That's the one question that Mabel Leigh Brandon, will never stop hearing in her lifetime. But being a vampire for the past 81 years will do that to someone. Remembering only a few fragments of her human life, in which she sees a pre-teenage girls face, who is similar to her own. Mabel has been trying to figure out who the girl is and what her own former life was like. Along the way Mabel realizes she has a few special gifts that might make her finding's a little easier. But what Mabel doesn't yet realize that the one girl she is looking for already knows about her, and is awaiting her arrival with her family. When Mabel arrives will she feel like her life is finally coming together or falling apart even more?

Ember was born in the 1920's, and lived a relatively ordinary life. At least, more ordinary than she does now. To escape her broken home, Ember ran away and joined the army at age of only sixteen, disguised as a boy and claiming to be eighteen. The year was 1941; right in the middle of World War II. It was there, ironically, in her next three years that she learned to face her problems instead of running from them. That was the life she lived, until one day, it shattered to pieces. She had been turned into a vampire. Now the war has become an internal one, everyday fighting to keep control of her blood lust. When the past decides to come knocking at her door though, and it couldn't have come at a better time for Ember. (a.n. This is a Twilight novel, and takes place approximately 7 years after Breaking Dawn.)

❝Why would I, of all people, get stuck with a leech that constantly looks like he's in fucking pain?!❞ In which a temperamental werewolf and a chivalrous southern vampire are bound by something beautifully tragic.

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❝I'm trying to keep myself together, to keep myself sane through all of this, but there are moments when I'm completely losing my mind.❞ [the twilight saga: new moon] [book two in the cassadee swan series] [cover by @volbeats]

❝After a series of tragic deaths in Shadow Swan's family, the young ginger finds herself being shipped off to Forks, Washington. A town that Shadow hasn't stepped foot in years. Here she finds the prospects of a fresh start awaiting her and the chance to leave the tragedy of her past behind. However, with the crumbling of the world she thought she knew, Shadow will come to find that Forks isn't quite the fresh start she had originally imagined. Especially not when she meets Jasper Hale and discovers the secret world in which the Cullen family live their lives. Now, there's a whole new reality awaiting Shadow and with it comes problems that the Swan girl could have never imagined coming to face.❞ COPYRIGHT 2015 JASPERHAIE. DEDICATED TO Z & A. TWILIGHT | JASPER HALE. BOOK ONE. RANKED #810 IN FAN-FICTION. RANKED #36 IN JASPERHALE.