When so much damage has been done, is it possible to recover and get better?

Summary: On softly lit nights Phil will kiss Dan and hold him tight. But that's only temporary. And Phil will leave Dan with words that feel like poison. (Or in which Dan is a writer, Phil is an artist and they're friends with benefits) Word Count: 13k Warnings: smut (blowjobs), mentions of cheating, swearing

[DISCONTINUED] dan is the renowned school bully. phil is the new kid who refuses to wear anything but pastels and flower crowns. oliver is the author who sucks at writing descriptions. (punk!dan and pastel!phil fluff/angst) ((also i do not own the art in the cover!! if you know who made it please let me know and i'll draw my own soon)) ((i'm sorry i had to discontinue this with how much attention it was getting, but i've really fallen out of the phandom to the point where i feel like i can't write them anymore. i was only twelve when i wrote this and really looking back on it i can see so many forced tropes and plotlines and i just can't see myself continuing it. i'm really sorry that i left it for so long without explaining myself but i hope you all have a good day :') ))

"I'm letting you off easy today, queer. You have 30 seconds to run and if I can still hear you, I'm coming after you." TW -Cutting -Depression -Bullying -Verbal Abuse -Thoughts Of Suicide