"Someday, I will be strong enough to lift not one but both of us."

It's one of the hardest things you can do, getting over your first, true love. Especially if there was never really any good-bye. Just no calls and a new-found fame and girlfriend, just like that. That's what Ivy Lane is carrying in her broken heart, when she gets an email from a famous magazine company asking for answers about her ex boyfriend, the famous Zayn Malik. And when she decides to give them - all of them, nothing but the bloody, painful truth - and a old memory gets remembered and shared with the world, will she get sucked back into the drama of her first love and his golden eyes again?

{COMPLETED BOOK} *WARNING! THIS BOOK CONTAINS ABUSE, RAPE, SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION! MAY BE TRIGGERING AND I ADVISE YOU NOT TO READ THIS UNLESS YOU ARE ABLE TO HANDLE SUCH THEMES. I, AS THE AUTHOR, AM NOT ENCOURAING ANY OF THESE THINGS BUT SIMPLY USING THEM IN MY STORY! IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE THOSE THEMES PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS AS THE ENDING WILL BE EXTREMELY TRIGGERING* ~~~~~~~ Maria Cliffe. Otherwise known as scum to Harry Styles and his loyal disciples. Things change, people change, situations change. But the past can never be changed.