Cassidy is depressed and alone. After years of practically being sisters with her cousin,Elena they drift apart. Elena went off and got the perfect grades, perfect boyfriend, and the perfect life, while Cassidy was stuck being the black sheep of the crowd, With only their bond of drugs still keeping them together. Cassidys life suddenly changes when Elena commits suicide leaving her clinging to her best friend, Harry.In his attempt to help he gives up but finds love of his own. In the grief of the loss of her cousin's life, Elena's ex boyfriend Niall and Cassidy meet and even though it doesn't seem right they are drawn to each other and fight against the odds. *Warning* contains violence, cursing, and sexual content.

Take a peek into the life of a normal teenager, Jolene. With her best friend, she is living alone. But then, luck strikes her sad life when she meets a guy just perfect. But life's gotta f the situation again don' it. ------------------------------------- PROLOGUE It was the day when my mum, Jolene, passes away. As said by her best friend, aunt Jessie, she wanted me to know something about my life. Something, no one, but she knew. Aunt Jessie was also instructed to read it as my mum is real close to her. I go to her closet. And from a drawer, I pick up a book I was strictly instructed, never to touch. Until this day. I open it, and I start reading. -------------------------------------