phan // in which a rich kid meets a cute homeless boy who has something he needs

Phil is poetic, Dan is blind. Phil uses his sight to explain Dan's surroundings for him, no matter what weather they're in, even in the downpour. Or, That one phanfiction where Dan's blind and Phil likes to cuddle him and tell him what the rain and city looks like. Also, it's 2 A.M. but neither one of them is complaining.

"say my name, dan howell"

to young writer dan howell 'love' is nothing more but a fictional concept - that is, until he experiences it himself. tw // depression and social anxiety, smoking, mentions of self harm, drug abuse, panic attacks

Dan is a dancer, but it's his best kept secret. Moving to a new college results in new friends, new hobbies and a new outlook in life; but what does it really mean to be human? A series of strange and seemingly unconnected events unfold that all seem to link back to Dan's mysterious new boyfriend. etcetc phan with kickthestickz This story carries some warnings, however they're p much all spoilers except non-graphic violence and injury on one occasion, and non-described minor character death. No major character death and no self harm. Please message me if you think you'll need to know the TWs! To avoid spoilers, you can give me a list of things you don't want to read for whatever reason and I'll let you know if they're in the fic or not :)

"You don't give a shit about how I really feel. As long as you get paid, you'll listen to anything." "Well Dan, I'm an intern. I don't get paid." Dan is fucked up and Phil just wants to help. //tw. mentions of self harm, suicide, abuse//

oneshot book!! (all are my ideas unless stated otherwise; I take requests and feedback!) stories have tagged triggers if any; please note this is not a smut oneshot book lol

Dan and Phil live in a world where if you touch someone, you glow the color of your relationship. Green means friendship, red means enemies, and pink means love. Phil Lester is the terrifying bad boy who beats up Dan Howell for fun. Dan Howell is the cold, depressed loner who has no friends. What happens when they both glow pink?

What starts off as a simple day in the Lester and Howell house hold soon turns into something much worse, when Phil, goes missing. But when Dan finds out the real reasoning for his friends kidnapping will he be able to handle it emotionally and physically? Starts of horribly but gets better around chapters 8 and 10 **trigger warning* Abuse and such. Please stay safe.

Dan Howell suffers from schizophrenia. The voices in his head tell him to do horrible things to himself and others, but the only thing grounding him to earth is the clouds in the sky. Phil Lester has sever depression and is struggling to keep going each day. All his life he had been a mer shell of a man. When they meet one day by fate, how will it all play out?