Just like the song by the Goo Goo Dolls, Louis would give up forever to touch Harry. He's the closest to heaven that he'll ever be. He doesn't want anybody to see him because he doesn't think that they'll understand. He bleeds just to know he's alive. Louis just wants Harry to know who he is.

✓ (TRIGGER WARNING: Contains self harm, attempt in suicide, suicidal thoughts, ect.) Harry and Louis. Larry Stylinson. They were the ship of dreams. Until they came out to their management. Desperate to keep the love between the boys a secret they found Eleanor Calder. An old friend of Harry's to be Louis' fake girlfriend; Larry's beard. But when Louis makes the mistake of falling for her, he breaks Harry's heart in the process. And what happens when Harry Styles can't take it anymore and snaps. Will Louis ever get to fix his mistake or is their love doomed? And throw in Nick Grimshaw and Zayn Malik.. Who knows what could happen.

"Why do you want to kill yourself?" Harry asked cautiously, watching as Louis' frown slowly turned into a grin. "Why don't you want to kill yourself?" He asked, tilting his head to the side and watching Harry's reaction. Harry took a deep breath before answering, "So I can live." Louis laughed, "I want to kill myself so I can die." In that moment Harry realized something, Louis was broken beyond repair. However, he was never going to give up on trying to put his broken pieces back together. Warnings: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, attempted suicide, etc. Please know what I do not, in any way, encourage self harm or suicide.

In which, Harry falls into depression and self harm after his best friend, Louis, leaves him because of some things said about them.

Louis Tomlinson has had a hard life. Always being put down by the people he loved most. His family, friends and even his crush. So what happens when a certain curly headed new student comes in and turns his entire life upside-down?

Harry Styles is a loner with social anxiety and a boring life. His past constantly mocks him and he has a severe self harm addiction that nobody, not even his best friend Zayn, knows about. Louis Tomlinson is the first openly gay member of his town's football (soccer) team and he doesn't want his sexuality to define him. He hates being known as "Louis, the gay one" and he is constantly bullied. He is very insecure about his sexuality and does anything to seem manly, which includes begging Niall and Liam to let him be. Both boys attend the same college. When they meet, their newfound friendship turns out to be great for the both of them. It eventually turns to a relationship. They are both in their own states of Misery.

Destiny is a nineteen year old best friends with Liam Payne since she was five. her family all died in a car crash and her brother Is married now so she decides to move out but with no were to go. Liam soon returns from X factor in a new group one direction and Destiny and Louis get pretty close. and she ends up moving I. With the boys but she gets into a lot of stress and it starts to effect her health. Can she still manage to get a job in the music industry.

Where Louis is anorexic and his best friend, Harry, tries to convince him to eat.

Avalon, an 18 year old interning at a local radio station, catches the attention of teen pop sensation Harry Styles when One Direction come in for an interview. Will Avalon be able to handle the attention and critique of the media? Or will she shatter under the pressure? Warning: This story may be triggering to those suffering from self harm or eating disorders.

Louis Tomlinson is starting a job at Holmes Chapel high school. Everything seems normal until he meets the mystery student known as Harry Styles. Louis knows there is something wrong with this student. And he is determined to find out what it is. No matter what it takes. Warnings:selfharm depression, language.