I know myself as a lonely soul, it's been like that since i can remember, I used to think there was something wrong with me, i still do, i just wish i never let myself get this way. Loneliness depressed me because it made me jealous of people who weren't lonely, it made me sad, and therefore, made me lose the only confidence i had left. It made me jealous because i didn't deserve this kind of cruel treatment, i hadn't done anything to anyone, well i really didn't have anyone to do anything to.