Everything Is Ephemeral - phan
Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.
Dan Howell secretly loves Phil Lester. Phil Lester secretly loves Dan Howell. Dan Howell is bullied. Phil Lester is best friends with Dan's bully. Dan Howell wants to die. Phil Lester is too afraid to stop him.
Dan Howell never expected that adding the wrong person can lead to an unexpected romance.
Once Phil reveals his secret affection for Dan, they become boyfriends. Though, Dan is crushed when Phil walks out of his life after the "incident". Will the boys make an effort to patch things up? Or will they depart forever? **This is a safe Phanfic, there will be no mentions of suicide, self harm, rape, etc.**
Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).
"New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****
TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?
Does anyone know exactly what happened in 2009? How Dan and Phil were when they first met? Parts they took out of PINOF1? What they did on their free time together? Let's go back and see all that happened in 2009.
Dan and Chandler have been dating for two years. But what will happen when Dan starts to have feelings for a boy named Phil whom he met at Starbucks? How will Chandler react if he finds out?
|| Philophobia. Its name comes from two Greek roots, "philo" meaning love and "phobia" meaning fear of. The fear of love. || "I think i was 9 or 10. And i would watch from the stairs and-and the concept of getting close to anyone...it petrifies me." "Why?" "Because I never want to be vulnerable." His voice became c...
Dan Howell is constantly bullied. And he knows better than to tell someone because what he would get in return wouldn't solve anything. All he needed was a friend. But what if that friend turns out to be a teacher? And what if the feelings for that teacher get more passionate than planned? xx
Phil gets bullied. Oneday, after his unusually rough beating, he meets Dan. They soon develop a friendship, stronger than anything, which soon turns to love. But when Phil is left to decide on who he truly loves, will he go with Dan, or someone from the past?
[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4
Phil is awkward lonely bisexual and doesn't think he'll ever find the perfect friend. Until Dan who is awkward depressed, gay and feels the same way moves in next to him.