Dear, Joshua This is my 27th attempt at a proper suicide note. Something is holding me back. It's you. [potential for occasional strong language and suicide references]

seven boys who've never met start an instagram account together.

i woke up this morning, my bed a mess, my mind a wreck. i saw you, i saw you with me. you were real.

Joshua Zerker has been apart of the Sidemen ever since it started, along with Simon Minter. He didn't think he was gay, or specifically liked Simon until he started getting bullied. Cyber bullied. (Cover made by Insta user @demonhipster)