At a highest of #5 in poetry on 26/12/2015 We are not afraid to love, but are afraid of not being loved back... "I didn't choose to love you, it just happened, I desired to hate you, but it didn't happen All for once, you seemed to light The darkness encompassing my soul, And a mate- To devour my loneliness"... It wasn't my mouth, rather my heart. I didn't speak this out, but felt to the optimum... I did love...someone...my best friend ever...but he couldn't love me back, and the very thought would induce a certain fear in me, a dreadful insecurity, which I suppose, was to leave its footprints on the ages to come... This is my life;this is my memoir;this is my soul, all bound by a common thread- the thread of my isolated mind, and the fabric of my forbidden love...

[Highest Ranking#1] These are the the ships i have sailed in through the sea of my feelings.... hope you would like to experience them too.... this is a voyage you complete or dont start... stopping in middle of dangerous waters isn't a good idea you know.. ^-^ Do not plagiarize or there shall be legal action..... all these are my intellectual property and shall not be reproduced without my consent 8/12/16

Charlie doesn't speak, so he paints.

❝Maybe things don't happen for a reason. Maybe we're just grasping for ways to make sense of the chaos around us. Maybe we're giving meaning to things that have no meaning. Maybe we're clinging to hope so hard that we forget about reality. What if we're wrong and nothing is meant to be? We're just souls wandering endlessly, desperately seeking comfort from the notion that things will work out in the end no matter what. What if we've tricked ourselves into believing that everything will be okay in the end just so we don't have to face the reality that maybe it won't?❞ Collections of thoughts compiled by Aestrophilia. Sequel to 'The Wrong Side of Right'

I'm fine I'm fine I'll be fine. | A story told through verse. WARNING: Because of the themes I introduce in this book (eating disorders, strong language, and self harm), Wattpad has rated this story mature. HOWEVER, I personally recommend this to be PG-13, so don't be afraid to check out "I'm Fine" if you're okay with reading the above subjects. In short, this book isn't for everyone. Just read the tags. But if you're interested, please continue forth and enjoy this emotional ride. And lowercase is intended. | #1 in poetry - Apr. 21st, 2016 #2 in poetry - Mar. 24th, 2016 #3 in poetry - Mar. 13th, 2016 #4 in poetry - Mar. 7th, 2016 #8 in poetry - Feb. 24th, 2016 | Fiction Award Winner for Poetry 2016 |

My written poetry on Depression, Cutting, Selfharm, and Suicide. I love all of you. These poems are not for healing. If you are triggered by any of these words, I strongly encourage you not to read. Stay strong. ❤️

"There is always a reason why a pen meets paper in the world of poetry. My reason is the title." Achievements: #1 in What's Hot (Poetry) #7 in Poetry(10-03-2016) When you wake up in the morning, you complain that the night was too short. Have you tried staying up all night doing NOTHING? It can feel as long as a lifetime. _______________________________ A collection of insomniac poems and one-liners (elegies, epigrams, odes, threnodies, verses), and quotes. Cover by:-@Cutie25pie

These are all original (: this is a collection of my poems for when I have spare time to write them! * * * Thank you for all the reads, comments and votes! I love you all, please try stay positive :) Much love, Chloe xx * * * Cover: Oh my goodness, I made this so long ago now xD Highest rank : #112 in Poetry!

❝i've delicately chosen letters to form words and words to form sentences, each sentence a colorful paint stroke on the canvas of my mind.❞ [ #1 in poetry on 27/08/16 ]

At times when you really feel guilty and unwanted for what you did that you shouldn't have done that truly hurts your instincts and know you are being played with your emotions, you finally accept your own fault rather than blaming others. You realize your worth and move on with your head held high you try to inspire others too how to overcome difficult and not-possible-kind-of situations. [ #5 under what's hot poetry section as of 30th July 2016 ]