→ thank you. i'm sorry. i love you. that was all i ever told her. that was all i could ever say. {completed september 2015}

unavailable : ˌənəˈvāləb(ə)l/ adjective 1. not able to be used or obtained; not at someone's disposal. warning :: angst, strong language, lowercase intended, etc. ©virjins 2016

Innie is a girl who can't dream. To the world, she looks like a bright college girl with a great life. But in truth, her heart is numbed and she is hopeless. A walking mannequin that can't feel a thing, Innie very carefully pretends to act fine, while slowly dying inside. And no one seems to notice. Until she moves to Seoul. Can she continue to live a lie? Are the new boys a blessing or a curse? Who will fix the girl? Or rather, who will break her? Some chapters are privatized, must be followers to view. Cover by Auxphyr. #197 fanfiction. #3 in EXO. #1 in Sehun. #1 in Chanyeol. "Lotto reminds me so much of this book." x100