Castiel: „I thought I told you to fuck off." Backstabber: „And I thought you blocked my number." Dean and Castiel were together for exactly one year, when Dean cheated on his boyfriend. But he didn't just kiss someone else. He woke up the next morning, completely naked with nearly no memory of the past night. Nearly. And the room he woke up in wasn't unfamiliar - it was the room of Castiel's brother, Nick. But everyone just called him Lucifer. And slowly the memory came crawling back to Dean.

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

- This story was written with no plan or base, I just wrote whatever came to mind. It is very terrible and confusing, but for those of you who enjoyed it regardless of this, thank you so much for the love and appreciation you have showed my story and I. It is appreciated a lot! TERRIBLY WRITTEN, OLD STORY OF MINE. (bear in mind, I wrote this when I was a child, so it's super cringey, and also very confusing). WARNING 1: I do NOT have schizophrenia, but at the time of writing this, I was interested in learning about it! Therefore, I did not have a full grasp of what the disorder really entailed. This story is not a good, nor accurate representation of someone with this disorder! Please do not take it seriously. This story is also not meant to offend anyone with schizophrenia! I apologize in advance. Thank you! WARNING 2: Mature scenes, strong language. Read at your own risk. I wrote this when I was a tween back in 2016, so please bear with me. it's embarrassing af lmao. ---------- I cannot believe over 100,000 people have read this......... Thank you for everything!!