tears - phan AU❁ (EDITING)
first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.
first you inspect me, then you dissect me then you reject me. i wait for the day that you'll resurrect me.
Blue is the prettiest color, isn't it? (an: this book is utter shit but for some reason people like it so it would be wrong to delete it )
"the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...
It started with two boys and a mental ward. A blue eyed boy who couldn't sleep and saw things that didn't exist, and a brown eyed boy who heard voices in his head and had suicidal tendencies.
Both Dan and Phil are 18, Phil is a second year college student and Dan is a talented street performer. Their two worlds collide when Dan moves his location away from his past life and into Phil's present. This will probably be quite short but tbh I don't know where this fics going, I will try to update every week an...
"you're the only thing saving me from myself." (this book is a piece of s h i t)
{COMPLETED} Phil was mute, alone and bullied. Dan was outgoing, popular, and a bully. But when he starts developing feelings for Phil, what happens? -once again not good at summaries but give it a try-
" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...
Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]
DISCONTINUED :(( they call you cry baby, cry baby, so you laugh through your tears ✧ pastel!dan punk!phil based on melanie martinez's album 'cry baby'
Dan gets his first tattoo after phil has had two complete sleeves it's a Pastel and punk fic
11:11pm "I wish my my life was easier. I wish I was happy. I wish my dad wasn't so mean. I wish my mom was still alive.-" 11:12pm "-I wish Philip Michael Lester loved me back." [Dans life was horrid. But he tried not to let it show at school. Read about dans journey about him overcoming his life problems and falling...
"New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****
Dan wasn't like any other 16-year-old boy. He liked flowers and pink things. Big deal? Clearly it was to those around him. He was different, that was why they hated him. Phil was like most 16-year-old boys, just not like the ones at his school. Being raised in a nasty neighbourhood meant the piercings and dyed hair...
the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying
Punk!Phil And Pastel!Dan A high school AU where Dan nor Phil fit in with anyone. They are known as social outcasts or misfits. and things get tough when you think you're all alone. But they're not.
[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4
✨StardustHowell✨ has started a chat! ✨StardustHowell✨ : Hey, I found you off Instagram, this is @AmazingPhil, right? 3 minutes later ✨StardustHowell✨ : This might be a little weird to just have a random person message you..you can call me Dan
Daniel James Howell is a sixteen year old gay boy who dresses in pastels and flower crowns, and can't be bothered to straighten his hair. He listens to NeverShoutNever, Taylor Swift, and Oh Honey. So why on Earth does Phillip Lester, bad boy supreme, follow him, if he's only ever hung out with similarly punk friends w...
my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)
just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}
Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their y...