as we passed the pool in the center of the motel, i studied how the raindrops made tiny splashes as they hit the turquoise water of the pool. i wondered what that looked like from under the water. what it would look like if i were actually drowning. [*WARNING: There will be triggering events and sexual content in this story. However, I will put warnings at the top of those chapters, so you should be okay. But still, read at your own risk.*] Highest Ranking: #5 in Joshler

full glasses and empty minds.

"You're right, Joshua, I'm not human. I'm an animal." Tyler licked his lips, his hot breath fanning over Joshua's exposed neck. "And I'm just about ready to tear into you." {WARNING: INTENSE DEPICTIONS OF GORE, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF SENSITIVE TO BLOOD AND/OR MURDER} «© angelo»

Tyler loves to look pretty, and is not ashamed. Josh has never questioned his sexuality, that is until the most beautiful person has ever seen just happens to be a boy.

hun·ger ˈhəNGɡər/ noun 1. a feeling of discomfort or weakness caused by lack of food, coupled with the desire to eat. verb 1. have a strong desire or craving for. Tyler has always known the first type of hunger, but that's because he's always thought of himself as too fat. However when he sees an eccentric red head boy on the streets where he's walking home, he starts feeling a different kind of hunger. Tyler is also a rich kid so everyone thinks he's the happiest alive. high 2. great, or greater than normal, in quantity, size, or intensity. noun 1. a high point, level, or figure. 2. a state of high spirits or euphoria. Josh had always known what it was like to be high. From weed, to cocaine, to any kind of pill he could get his hands on. He knew he'd never stop until it killed him, but why did the boy that was struggling with his own problems seem so adamant to keep him from doing those things? And why did Josh feel a different kind of high around the boy? Josh has also been a poor boy, so no one ever really paid much mind to him. A story in which Tyler struggles with anorexia, anxiety, depression, while Josh struggles with his drug addiction and depression until both of them get help from the other. WARNING! This story WILL contain; gay slurs, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, drug paraphernalia, bullying, some bad language, sexual activities, and that should be it. This story is going to be from real life experiences!

ummm so this story is a lil triggering my dudes, i started writing this back when i was a cringey tumblr boi who was obsessed w tøp and drugs and also was 14. im gonna try to continue it with my gained.. wisdom? idk a bitch has seen some things and i wanna get back into writing so enjoi. (Also about the story: basically they're both sad bois but one is a closet sad boi, hopefully they don't like actually obliterate eachother? who knows? maybe you should find out?