MODERN AU. In which Feyre has wound up broken and distressed in St Christopher's Hospital where Rhys is a doctor. This is my first attempt at fanfiction, it is by no means perfect but please read and let me know what you think. Am aiming to update every week or two depending on how busy things get, I have exams coming up. Hope you like it!

****SPOILERS***** Feyre is back at the spring court with Tamlin, Feyre continues to communicate with Rhysand through their bond and leaks false information to Tamlin. All rights and names go to Sarah j Maas

(Spoilers of A Court of Thorns and Roses, as well as A Court of Mist and Fury) No matter how many nightmares Feyre had, Tamlin had never woken up. Now, in the midst of the Court of Dreams, Rhysand always wakes up from rooms away to soothe her fears. (FeyRhys one shot based on Feyre's nightmares)

After Feyre has been taken back to Tamlin's court in ACOMAF, she has to pretend that she has no more of the connections with her beloved mate, Rhysand. He is her salvation, the only thing saving her from her destroying herself. Now she has to survive without him, pretending her love for Tamiln is as strong as it was before they went Under The Mountain. Follow Feyre on her incredible journey through, hardships, trials and tribulations as she fights to get her freedom back.