- won first place in the summer 2015 x reader fanfiction awards - You feel like your life is one big existential crisis. You can't get a job, your landlord is an asshole (to put it lightly), and your mum is incredibly overprotective. You feel lost... until you meet HIM. (featuring end of 2014 - early 2016 Dan) *UNDER SEVERE EDITING - MAY NOT MAKE SENSE* *** incredibly cliché, read at own risk. occasional swearing (censored) and mentions of mature themes. one scene of abuse. enjoy! *** ©phangirlingweirdo

You and Connor Franta have been best friends since high school. You didn't like him for his fame, but his friendship. Connor helped you through the worst of times, saving you from depression and times of need. However, when Connor moves to London, you're life is upside down! The misery comes to be depression, so much so that when Connor offers to allow you to move in with him, you cannot refuse. Your life changes greatly once more when you are introduced to a certain youtuber during a collab. That Youtuber happens to be none other than Dan Howell.