Louis Tomlinson keeps three secrets--three that change him. First, Louis Tomlinson isn't like the other boys. He's known since secondary school; but it took him a long time to come to terms with it. Louis' sexuality is one of the hardest things he's had to deal with, and he has to deal with it alone. He knows how foolish it would be to tell anyone else--people can be so judgmental. Secondly, Louis Tomlinson is depressed. For him, depression is no longer a condition, it's a state of being. Happiness doesn't exist in his life--he struggles just to get out of bed day to day. Louis hates himself, he hates his sexuality, and most of all, he hates his life. He slowly begins to understand what it means to be truly alone. His third secret is comes in the form of his creamy-skinned, curly-haired Cheshire flat neighbour. Everything from his rosy cheeks to his mossy-green eyes have Louis going mad with longing. He's never even exchanged a word with him, but he knows that he's addicted to this boy. He is Louis's drug, and he can't get enough of him. He's Louis's dirty, dark little secret that he has to hide because he's scared of being left alone yet again. But they say that holding things in can destroy a person from the inside out. And these secrets are breaking Louis Tomlinson.

{ completed } ✓ When are you coming home? I'm worried about Mum. She still keeps crying. She keeps watching your videos, especially the one where you are dancing. I think she misses you. It's almost my birthday again, Daddy. Please come home soon. I miss you, Daddy.

When a tragic shark attack leaves Lara scarred, both mentally and physically, Louis Tomlinson tries to make her forget about the recent events and nurse her back to health.

Imogen Acland stumbled out of her flat with tears streaming down her face, how could he? Her tears blurred her vision and she stumbled in to on coming traffic. Was it fate that the car that hit her was driven by Louis Tomlinson?