When it was myself and thirty other students, he was Mr. Mendes. When it was just him and I, he was Shawn.

"Watch where you're going!" a voice growls. I look up and see the most breathtakingly gorgeous guy I have ever seen. *** Jasmine Smith is a 17 year old with a simple life. After moving to a new school Jasmine plans to keep her head down and focus on her grades. However, all that changes when she accidentally bumps into the most popular guy in school and number 1 player Shawn Mendes. She may be able to resist him but can he resist her? ***Completed but currently under construction***

"If you're by my side and we stumble in the dark I know we'd be alright..." ••• Two people completely different yet similar in a way meet. They change each other's lives for the better. Some would say it was fate, but was it? #466 in Fanfiction 10.9.17 Copyright 2017 @ILLUMlNATE Started 06.17.17 || Ended 10.7.17

"See, I remember how you felt on that day, But I forget all the faces except one, And what hurts the most is that I'll never know what we could've been..." ••• In which a YouTube star meets a pop star and leaves an unshakable impression. What happens next? Especially when he doesn't even know her name. Highest Rank #121 in Fanfiction 10.4.17 Most Impressive Rank #1 in Socialmedia 6.28.18 Started 4.24.17 ||Ended 10.03.17 Copyright 2017 | ILLUMlNATE

Alex Atwood and Shawn Mendes have been best friends since they were in diapers. Always looking out for each other and inseparable. They've had their fair share of ups and downs but still manage to stay friends. But what happens when one has strong feelings for the other but can't say anything? Will they stay buried or will they rise to the surface? Started 8.22.16 || Finished 10.21.16 Highest Rank: #14 in Fanfiction on 9-4-16 |COMPLETED| |Copyright 2016|

Being jealous was one thing. Living your everyday life in sheltered indignation because you're watching the girl whom you love more than life itself voluntarily suffer and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it, well.. that's another. *** [ NATIONAL DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AWARENESS ] "Tell me, why are we wasting time on all your wasted crying, when you should be with me instead?" [Short story] all rights reserved // ⓒshawnscookiee

"Would you please have mercy on me? I'm a puppet on your string...." ••• I had to be smart and really think about it, "We break up after eight months, nothing longer. Everything is for show and when we're not in public nothing happens. You have your life and I'll have mine." He nodded, "There's a couple of things I have as well. You'll be living with me, don't worry we'll have separate rooms. When in public don't talk unless spoken to. You don't try anything funny in public, I'm allowed to bring any girl I want home. And you are not to develop feelings for me." He smirked at the last part. I rolled my eyes at how full of himself he is, "Don't worry I'll restrain myself." He chuckled, "Great so do we have a deal?" He asked extending his hand out to me. ••• Started 8.20.16 || Finished 4.24.17

"Stay away from Shawn Mendes." That's what everyone keeps telling Grace, who recently moved from the bustling New York City to the quiet town of Pickering, Canada. She has no trouble making new friends, but everyone she meets keeps telling her the same thing. They want her to steer clear of Shawn Mendes. Shawn is the school's bad boy. No one will tell Grace anything about him, besides the fact that he's bad news. But she can sense that there's more to his story. Everyone seems to know something about Shawn that they won't tell her. Even though all her new friends beg her not to talk to him, her curiosity gets the best of her. Grace can't seem to stay away from him. She tries to befriend Shawn, and uncover the secrets in his past. Even if that means risking her life, and maybe even falling in love with him.

when two kids get assigned to be pen pals and end up connecting with each other more than they expected • • • book started: september 15th, 2016 book ended: october 31st, 2016 book edited: february 20th, 2018 (long time ik)