it's forbidden in every language. (part two of golden.)

"I am left in ruins- in the remnants of what I have done and what has been done to me. I may be the one you will need but I will never be the one you will want." ~ Pain doesn't hold the same meaning for everyone. To some, it's the ultimate cause of destruction and to some, it's the cause of dying and coming back alive with a new meaning and purpose of life. They had been inflicted with the same kind of pain from nowhere but inside of their own family- the kind that would shake the world if it were to be spoken of. Her pain paved a way to her new destination with scars still scattered in her being but for him, that was the end. He boxed his warmth and goodness up in a casket and buried somewhere in the country where he would never return. He fell on to the ground only to rise back up to be one of the best industrialists of Pakistan, hiding behind sarcasm and alcohol. An orphan and a businessman, both finding their way to healing and love. Meet Fizah and Zahid.

Hamdaani Heirs #3 The story of Furqaan and Aamaal. How fate brings them together in bleak circumstances. The storms they brave. How a lover's wait is finally over. Muntazir. مَنتظِر ©All Rights Reserved

All his life Saif thought that he never needed love; that he never needed faith. Hell, he didn't even know the first thing about either one. He didn't even know what an act of kindness was. He was fine living alone, without any commitments other than to his job and to having fun whenever he could. Meeting one woman, who put her faith above her own needs, above her own happily ever after; completely changed his world. It threw him for a curve but as much as he wanted to be with her, they were never meant to be. Now, he was flailing; trying to take what he had learnt from her and move on. Not only did he learn faith, he learnt that he needed love in his more than ever. Saif had always felt that hell was right here on earth. He was about to realise that with the right kind of love, it could be heaven from here on. *UNEDITED*

*Watty's 2018 Longlist* Farrah Khan is stuck in a dead end job - 26 and still an intern at the British Broadcasting and Communication Systems (BBCS); all she wants is a chance to prove herself. Getting laughed at by Prince Richard, seventh in line to the throne, wasn't part of the plan but she wasn't one to let the opportunity of a lifetime slip by. *********************************************************** Farrah Khan is your typical British born Pakistani girl; she has big dreams and she is not afraid to run after it. This passion was fueled by the death of her mother which opened up her eyes to the perils of ignoring depression. Richard remembers the last time he cried he was told that men don't cry. Burying his grief under layers of smiles and pretense, Richard has no choice but to face it all when he can't get Farrah Khan out of his mind. The beautiful journalist wants to change how people view depression and to help her do that, he needs to change how he views himself. As they work together on the segment, they find that they each need to face their fears. The only things is, will they do it together or separately? *UNEDITED*

"What would you do if you had a second chance to make things right?" Julie Carson has been running from her past for as long as she can remember. From leaving her little town (more importantly her controlling mother) and repressing the heartbreak of her first love gone wrong, avoiding problems is all Julie knows. It isn't until her relationship with sweet, dependable Ethan Mayhews ends because of her inability to confront her past, that Julie realizes the only way to mend a broken heart is to acknowledge it was broken in the first place. With her sister getting married and her ex-boyfriend, now New York Times best-seller, Evan Morgan, back in her life, there's nowhere to run anymore for Julie. Of course, old habits die hard, when Julie is forced into the lie of a lifetime. Suddenly, instead of finding a wedding date, she's cornered into pretending Evan's her wedded spouse instead. Does her reunion with Evan spell a second chance at romance or is Ethan the man after her own heart? Or, more importantly: can she stay true to who she is while living a lie or is it about to go up in flames? Highest Tag: #6 on #Romance

He was sitting on bed in front of me in white shirwani. The look of utter adoration and devotion was completely visible in his ocean blue eyes. So much love in those eyes and I couldn't reciprocate even a percent of it. The guilt starting eating me up and I looked away from his face toward the wall. "You look utterly beautiful." His soft and smooth voice reached my ears. My black hair were down my waist and I was wearing only a nose ring and some bangles with my lahnga as he asked. "So beautiful and Lost." The words came out as a whisper. "Does the thought of living with me upsets you that much Noor?" The guilt clogged my throat. "Its not like that." I whispered and a sad smile took its place on his face. He took my hand in his. "I hope one day, You will be able to love me even half as much as you loved Hudhayfah." A tear escaped my eyes on his name. His face appeared in my mind. My words were stuck in my throat. Something flashed in his eyes maybe a realization. He looked at me and got a bit close. "I wonder if you will be okay If I do this." He raised his hand and cupped my face. I didn't have time to evaluate before his lips fell on temple as he caressed my cheek. They remained there for long as I struggled internally. A part of me wanted to push him away and other just imagined Hudhayfah's lips on my temple. It was the part that never wanted to let him go. That part won because when he pulled away. I saw grey eyes rather then ocean blue. I knew I easily gave in. It wasn't that I couldn't let go. It was just that I didn't want to let go. ✳✳✳✳✳✳✳✳ Read to find out what will happen further in Noor's journey of letting go and learning more about her husband's murder and trying save her family from her dead husband's Mafia family. Sequal to "His secrets" can't be read as a stand alone. #40 in suspense on 24/02/2020 #07 in love again on 24/02/2020 #30 in spiritual on 21/05/20 #30 in halal

Love and duty go side by side.

THANK YOU, Wattpad, for the HQ Love Watty Award! Concept: A mysterious young woman flees from her troubled past only to discover it is impossible to escape THE SECRET that haunts her. *PLEASE NOTE: This story was originally inspired by the movie "Sleeping With the Enemy". * * * * * "I would never, Steven," she promised, turning away from him in an attempt to protect herself. "I know you wouldn't," he screamed. Cupping her chin in his hand, he forced her to look at him. "Because I would kill you." His words hung heavy in the air. Sarah's heart sank into her stomach. No matter how many times she'd heard the menacing phrase, she could never get used to it. It had the same affect on her as the first time he'd thrown the ugly words in her face. The familiar sting of bile rose in her throat, and she knew she would deplete the contents of her stomach once she was locked in the safety of their master bath. 'If I make it through this time,' she agonized. Her biggest fear was that one day he would really lose his temper with her. Who knew what would happen then? *This story is an unedited first draft. Top Ranks: Action #1, Mystery and Thriller #1 *This story contains scenes of abuse and may be disturbing to some readers. While the characters are fictional, domestic violence is a serious issue that many people across the world face. If you or someone you know is the victim of abuse, please seek help immediately. Notice: This document is not authorized for upload or use with artificial intelligence systems or platforms. Any attempt to upload, analyze, or process this content using AI technology is strictly prohibited.

Verity Baker has spent her life cleaning up after her father's mistakes. But one day, he goes too far and sells her, for one night only, to a local lord to pay his debts. What kind of man would buy a woman? What kind of woman would agree to be bought? COMPLETED