There was something about Luke, that made Ashton smile. But lately, Luke hasn't been smiling back. Luke is deeply in love with Ashton, and it's slowly killing him. He's convinced that Ashton will never love him back. He starts to drift away from the other boys, shutting himself out from them while occasionally letting Calum in. Luke is tired of being alone and tired of feeling broken.

"Together?" I said to Luke."Together!" Our first time going on camera and telling everyone was now. As I clicked the button to turn on the Twitcam,my hand started to shake. "Hey it's okay!" We can do this. Luke turned to me and kissed my cheek. "You're the best." I said to my boyfriend. "I know now get on with it and put on the twitcam!" Updates every Sunday and the occasional Wednesday! Please vote and comment lovelies!

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

"What do you think Lou can Bullies and their victims fall in love?" -Ashton. "I don't know, I mean bullies can cause so much pain and hurt can their victims really forgive them?" -Louis "I think as long as they love each other it doesn't matter at the end of the day" -Luke "As long as there is forgiveness then everyone can be happy and loved." -Harry "I mean who are we to question anyway...?" -Louis "The exact thing happened to us." -Ashton "It was a struggle to gain forgiveness and his love." -Luke "But at the end of the day love conquers all." -Harry