Janine and Jaylyn are the best of friends but they soon find out that it's harder than they thought when Janine gets pregnant and they both end up in serious relationships with 1D members. Once Janine and Jaylyn go there separate ways they realize that what they have as friends go deeper than what they thought.

Millions, no trillions, of questions raced through my wandering mind. Why is this happening to me? Why now? How will the boys react? Will I make it? ... Am I going to get my wish of being with my mother again?... Many people always said "be careful what you wish for", and now I see why. I spent the last ten years of my life wishing I was dead, wishing my life would be over, but three words, "You have cancer", changed everything: I don't want to die: I want to live. The ironic thing is that it took a death sentence to make me see the value of life. And now that I actually want to live, I'm probably going to die, but I guess that's just life, right?