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Olivia Allen is a college student who is studying abroad in London. Quickly after moving halfway across the world, her semester's focus shifts from her studies to a certain blonde boy she can't seem to stay away from. This book is a cute, romantic, and mature love story. It's definitely not AU - I tried to stay true to their lives as best as I could imagine. There's some build up, but it eventually gets very very smutty. Best rankings: 🥇 #niallhoran 🥇 #1dsmut 🥇 #niall 🥇 #horan 🥉 #niallsmut #9 #onedirection ... 2021 Update! I wrote this in 2014 & 2015 so in 2021 I polished it up a bit. The plot didn't change but I fixed some grammar and word choice. If you enjoy it, please keep the votes & comments coming! Rereaders, let me know if you notice anything I changed. But I truly hope nothing is noticeable! ... As a shameless advertising push (well not entirely, there's some shame) here are some of the sweetest comments ever on my story. I'm hoping they convince you to read it, especially because I think my writing improves a lot after the first few chapters but I worry that people don't get to where I really hit my stride before quitting on this story. So please stick with it and maybe you will agree with these kind readers: "LAST CHAPTER IM GOING TO CRY😭😭THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE FAN FICS IVE EVER READ" "omg I absolutely loved it!!! I literally stayed up until my eyes couldn't stay open any longer reading this book!! You're an incredible writer and have written an amazing story <3" "THIS WAS SO AMAZING OMFG" "This truly is the most beautiful and sweet story I have ever read! You write so realistically! I love your style! I didn't want it to end! Loved every part!" "this would be the fifth time i have read this book love it every time" "❤️ I loved every minute of this story! Seemed almost true! Thanks for sharing your talent! ❤️" "This is the best story I have ever read. Thank you so much."

Niall isn't the same sweet kid I grew up with and used to call my best friend. He's famous, he's hot, and he takes a new girl home each night. As I try and find my place in his industry, I intend to stay far away from him. But will I be able to? Will he be an ass to me as well or will he be brought back to age seven and forts and Candyland on rainy days? This is smuuuuutty smutty. Just wanted you to be aware! Best rankings: 🥇 #niall 🥇 #darkniall 🥇 #punk #4 #niallsmut #5 #onedirection #7 #niallhoran #7 #1directionfanfic #9 #niallhoranfanfic #11 #horan #11 #1dsmut (Okay #darkniall and #punk are a bit of an exaggeration. But Niall is definitely more of a womanizer and can be an ass in this. Which I think is so far from the truth, he's an angel 🥺 so that's why it's "dark" and "punk" to me lol.)