I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I feel and you still wouldn't understand. In fact I don't even understand but I fear of drowning in the words left unsaid.

Existing is just the ups and downs of my life inspired by songs and all the struggles I've been through. I hope you can relate and will overall enjoy! =)

Lila Carlton is a normal, happy girl. At least that's what everyone thinks. Underneath all that fake happiness, she is a broken, depressed girl. She is drowning in her insecurities. She thought she had everyone fooled till a new kid arrives in town, Ryder Jenkins. He is the definition of bad boy, wearing his leather jacket, and riding his shiny black motorcycle. When he takes a special interest in Lila, one question is asked. Will he be able to save her from herself? Just a note, I've decided to not continue with this story, so if you decide to read it just beware.