[ S E Q U E L. DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVEN'T READ INNOCENT. YOU'LL BE CONFUSED.] Three years. It's been three years since Harry walked out on everyone. Three years since Niall fell into depression. Three years since Niall was tainted. He is no longer innocent, he drinks, and cusses like no tomorrow. His love for Harry is still there, and he can't move on. It's true what they say, "First loves can fuck you up." But he's back. Three years later and he comes back, and Niall is in a crazy boat ride

This is a small collection of one-shot letters between Louis and his band mates after his successful suicide attempt. This story shows the pain and hardship of losing a band mate, a friend and a loved one.