"I- I can't even think of spending a single second without you. You know what you've done to me? I always ask people about love and how it feels like to be in. Having it not experienced, it always felt so painful. I tried to write songs... But I know now how it feels like after I met you. You're so strangely important to me now. I feel so empty and hollow without you. My heart always skips a beat when you bite your lips. The way you always say stupid things.", He laughs and I smile back. "The- The way you look at me when I am about to kiss you, the way you're always honest.. Just, please.. don't leave me. You're so special to me, in the best way!", His eyes brighten up as they get filled up with tears. His deep words filled with regret and love travel my body.

ya know..based off of the music video of Señorita which came out today (the day i'm starting this) 🤷🏻‍♀️

I wish that i could tell you that you're all i want.

She had been many different people in her lifetime. There was Camila, a girl who was a student of the writing program at NYU. She liked to drink hot chocolate from a independent cafe while reading books underneath the big tree in her favourite park. There was Karla, who lived her whole childhood in Miami and liked to blare one direction as she let her mother do her hair. And then there was Silk. She was a prostitute and a stripper who liked to smoke with her two roommates as they sat precariously on the edge of the roof of their apartment building. She made sure to never let these very different girls meet. Until Shawn came along.

"Forbidden love is the best kind of love." Camila had been told her whole to stay away from the south side of town. Especially stay way from the Mendes family. One October night she decides to disobey her parents and go to a party at the Mendes residence. What happens when Camila meets a boy she wasn't supposed.

Love. Pain. Danger. complicated is an understatement to describe the two worlds of Shawn and Camila as they collide to form into one. started writing~~> January 30, 2019

"You need to break her heart Shawn, she needs to know what it feels like. Dump her when you're done", Ariana said I could do that for her, plus I've already done this so many times... who could say no to this good looking face and body. Nothing's going to change. WILL IT REALLY NOT CHANGE? there's only one way to find out.

an unexpected love story between Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello🥀.

Collection of one shots, revealing the journey of their relationship from the very beginning. Fluffs, angst, all bundled into one!

He left her a little too soon, and Camila was left to face the world ... alone.