Tyler Jøseph is not a happy boy. After discovering he's hearing voices and seeing things, the alter ego he has named Blurryface, his parents take him to a psychiatric hospital. A few weeks later, Tyler gets a roommate. His name is Jøsh and they click more than anyone could have expected. {this contains description and mentions of depression, anxiety, suicide and self-harm. trigger warning so read at your own risk.} *based off my own time spent in a psychiatric hospital where I met an amazing roommate myself.* -I wrote this story by hand while I was in the hospital so it's all on paper. Updates will be slow.

josh has been out of school a lot recently, but that's just what tyler wants to believe. he doesn't want to believe josh is dead. he does anything and everything to make himself believe his boyfriend is still alive. then it hits him. hard. "well if he's dead, then i should be too." TRIGGER WARNING: suicidal thoughts and actions toward the end. if you are triggered easily, this fic isn't for you. also each chapter will be about one paragraph, maybe more maybe less. (lowercase intended)

He was so, so beautiful. And not in just the physical way. He was beautiful in what he was. Fire and smoke and tall things and candy and laughter and football games he didn't care about and music that he did and I will never be able to forget any of that, and I can't say that I ever want to. *** This story will contain upsetting thoughts and actions because of the fact that it's written from the view of a depressed human being. & i would edit this (considering it was written about two years back), but it's cool to leave things where they are. enjoy my older writing, dudes xx

you never sleep and i'm worried about you