While all I could see was darkness and sadness in the world, he showed me the light and happiness. And that unfortunately, is a debt I can never repay.

New Country. New School. New Friends. New Life. New Beginning. Fresh Start. Clean Slate. Start Over. Have you ever wanted to move away and start all over again? That’s all Vanessa has ever wanted. She wants to move away from the life she has grown to hate and start her life all over again. Bullies. Abuse. Depression. Self-Hatred. Weak. Useless. Pathetic. Lost. Feeling unwanted and under-appreciated aren’t new feelings for young Vanessa Bell, living in constant fear and worry isn’t either. It can take just a few words to bring someone’s self-esteem plummeting for the ground and add a few bruises here and there and all self-worth will be lost. Feeling numb from all the pain is usually a good thing but when you’ve been hurt so much to the point where you don’t feel anything anymore. You’ll often find yourself asking “What is the point?” or “Why do I even bother?” Maybe Vanessa will find her way, maybe in a place called Sydney, maybe with the help of a boy named Luke. When Vanessa chooses to “Start All Over” maybe she’ll find it’s the best decision she’s ever made. {Warning: Will contain triggering thoughts and action and involves sensitive topics like depression, death, suicide and abuse} **This is very poorly written because when I wrote it I was 13 so please read knowing that I was a very dumb 13 year-old or read later when I've finished rewriting which is a slow process but I'm getting there, sorry** UNDERGOING EDITING COPYRIGHT © 2012-2013 CUDDLINGHEMMINGS

A girl named Eve(Evelyn) was sent to a boarding school, her parents thought that it'll be great for her to start a new life there, her friends parents thought it was a good idea, so they sent them there too, when she arrives she realizes every person needs to have a roommate, she was happy and hoped to be with one of her friends , until she realized that every girl was going to be put in with a boy, and the person she was put with was the one person she despises...Luke hemmings.... Luke was her crush for years.... Do her feelings for him come back once she's forced to be in a room with him? Or will things get worse?

"Hello class. I'm going to be your Math teacher for the year." No. It couldn't be. "My name is Mr. Hemmings." And it is. "Now first let me take attendance and then I'll explain what we're going to be learning this year," he told and then started listing names. "Veronica Albert." "Kyle Berton." "Chris Byon." "Jessica Crum." "Elise Davis." After he said my name he looked up. I couldn't trust my voice to say here so I just stupidly made eye contact with him. Oh shit. That was the worst decision of my life. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ©

"Kiss me." "What? No." "Kiss me." I pull on the collar of his shirt to bring his lips down to mine. I hear the camera click and pull away with a satisfied grin on my face. ---------- UNDERGOING EDITING. NEW UPDATES ARE SLOW. *deals with anorexia and panic attacks* highest ranking: #616 in fanfiction

jade was an up and coming movie star, luke was in a band touring worldwide. what happens when she is forced into a relationship with one of his best friends? (luke hemmings au) all rights reserved rated mature cos "bad" words and slight mention of drugs/alcohol. Translated into: Spanish.

MUST READ!! This book pretty much contains a bunch of 5sos smut. If you don't like it, don't read it (WARNING: this book will have daddy, sex, cursing... Enjoy :)

I told myself I would stay away from him, I really did. But I couldn't help it. He was too irresistible.