*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

(See very last chapter) After being locked out of his own apartment by his dog, a kind stranger keeps him company while he waits for the replacement key.

Luke is the popular Hemmings but hates the attention. His brothers were popular and now he's the last Hemmings in school and everyone wants to be his friend. But the only friend he truly has is Michael. Calum and Liam, the schools football and soccer captains, are fighting for Luke to be apart of their team, But Luke's not interested. The only thing Luke is interested in is popular music director Ashton Irwin who has no interest in anyone but his friends and his music. Malum-Michael x Calum Lashton-Luke x Ashton Like-Liam x Luke

Luke is the lead singer of the band 500 Years of Winter and Ashton's biggest fan. Ashton is a Youtuber and Luke's biggest fan. Side Stories: Michael is a gay weirdo who starts dating Ashton's best friend. Calum is bisexual and thinks no one wants him. NO MALUM!!

what if we get caught? then i'll die for you. .. or the one where luke and ashton are closeted together in a town full of homophobes

❝Come here babydoll,❞ ❝That's not my name, you know that right?❞ ❝It is now,❞ A new kid at school that has piercings and tattoos and wears a lot of black grabs a lot of unwanted attention from people. The punk kid ends up sitting behind a feminine guy and they start to fall for each other. ©2016 aestheticlashton_ BOOK COVER BY: nightmemories_

Luke receives notes in his locker on an almost daily basis from 'x', and he has hopes they could be from his crush, Ashton. However, what happens when Luke founds out who the sender is? Will he be shocked or happy? // tw for stalking, rape/non-con elements, abuse // cover template © lottesgraphics pictures © pinterest

{Started: June 10, 2015} {Ended: December 12, 2015} "Who wants to play?" Ashton is a very dedicated party-goer, being at one each weekend. It's literally his life, he thinks. Though, when he's invited to one particular party, they decide to change it up a bit and play party games after a few hours and everyone is well buzzed. Ashton's never been big into party games, but he figures why not? They're rated R games, so they're bound to be fun. Luke hates parties. He hates spending his free time socializing, period. He would rather spend a Saturday night on the couch, watching Criminal Minds and stuffing his face with pizza. But one night, his friend forces him to go to a party. Obviously, he hates it, especially when the party games come out. He's forced to play them and he doesn't really like anyone he's going to have to play against. Luke just wants to go home before all this supposed 'fun' starts. Little do both boys know, that one certain game is going to bring them both together and may even change Luke's usual routine of not partying or Ashton's obsession with partying. Copyright 2015, Brianna (1D_HarryStyles_1D) All rights reserved

luke makes erotic home videos and post them on tumblr ashton just so happens to stumble upon them, every night - a smutty love story - (smut! graphic description of sexual acts! cross dressing! strong language!)

Luke is in love with his best friend, Ashton Irwin. He constantly finds himself getting stuck in situations where he feels exposed to his feelings and sexuality. That's the problem. Nobody knows that Luke is into guys, due to his lack of communication and honesty. He knows that his mates aren't homophobic people, but, he is afraid of a few judgements being made. Luke is trapped inside his own little box, bubbling up the thoughts of confessing his feelings for Ashton. However, each time he tries, he ends up creating lies after lies, which the older lad believes. Will Ashton finally see through Luke's lies, or will he stay oblivious to the fact that Luke is in love with him? - • Started - September 22nd, 2014 • • Finished - June 23rd, 2015 • - ** this is one of the first fanfictions I ever wrote. It's not great. Read at your own risk.. **